too many thoughts, too many memories,
where do i run? where do i go?
they stand in each corner,
behind each bend,
with arms wide open,
and that horrendous smile wide..

that smile, that smile,
that twist the sinews of my heart,
that smile once was all i lived for,
all i longed,
all i belonged to..

life is an adventure,
life is a challenge,
but that solace,
that sweet little feeling through the day..

i have long refused it,
but now...
it seems to refuse itself..