Sunday, June 14, 2009

Jottings

What is it like to sell a kid who has no mother?

What is it like to rape a girl who has no brother?


It must be fun to be a predator,

To forget the self, the being and be a beast!


Tame it not! Tame it not!

For we are the beast that devours itself!

Who knows no limits, no boundaries, no barriers . . .


Saturday, June 13, 2009

A Peep into Myself

Who am i?

How am i to know who am i?


i am the one who's felt all but her pulse,

i am the one who's smelt all but her hair,

i am the one who's heard all but her heart,

i am the one who's seen all but her own face,

i am the one who's knows all but her herself,


Feel! Feel! Feel! they say,

Feel to live and live to . . . exist?


All i feel is the dead bird stuck up my throat,

All i smell are the tablets in my coat,

All i hear is the late alarm in my bed,

All i see are the ink blots in my head,

All i know are the mirages that i once thought to be myself.

Friday, June 5, 2009

Relationships

Am i happy?
Well it aint crappy!
But at times i miss the i that was . . .

At eve i met you and lost me.
I can not find it back again,
All i see is the mighty we.

You borrowed all my sorrows,
And made eve become morrows.

I am you and i cant be anything but you.
you have filled me, you have engulfed me,
I cannot be anything but you